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1st end posting exam

i don't know how to say it....
i think i'll go with this...

"lot to tell, but nothing to write"

that what happen to me when im not in the mood of writing anything. or i just simply out of so call writer's punch.

ok, i just finish my 1st clinical posting exam today.
my exam start at 9am with long case. long story cut short, the clerking was smooth, except for that i don't know what to ask to the patient. i expecting the patient having A-fib due to the palpitation, but i didn't find any A-fib sign such as pulse deficit and irregularly irregular pulse. luckly for me, i got extra time to clerk the patient. i suppose that i have to clerk the patient in one hour but somehow, the doctor came late and i've extra time around 30minute to rearrange my "script".
the presentation wasn't so smooth at all i think. just my style, everything i present, i'll present confidently (but heck, only God know that im soooo nervous inside, and not so confident). but having say that, i dont think that my presesentation goes well because the patient supposely have irregular pulse but i just can't appreciate it. and the discussion wasn't go well too.
-lot to tell, nothing to write- i guest i stop here for the long case with Dr. Hilmi
then my short case at 11am, with Dr. Marzuki.
huhu, my 3P was good, except for that i forgot to inspect the patient from the end of the bed. (deduct one mark!). my examination goes well, except for some bumpy here and there (hehe, i tink when u got nervous, everything will just go haywire, wasn't it?). but the most disappointing is that, i miss the finding. i been ask to examine the respi system. but i can't find any finding. the patient should have pleura effusion, but i didn't find any crep, reduced chest expansion or reduce vocal tactile. what a waste. the doctor try to help my, by asking me to repeat my examination, twice!. but still i can't appreciate the finding. the discussion wasn't goes well to.
-lot to tell, nothing to write-

this what happen, when u don't go ward often. but... my case is even unique. let me restate back my statement...
this what happen, when, u do go to ward, but u didn't meet the patient. or u do meet the patient, but u didn't properly clerk the patient or examine the patient.
was a waste.

just pray that i'll pass my examination, eventhough i didn't do it well. hmm....

puterabemi... pailnail... and google?

google wasn't a great search tool after all.

have you ever wonder, what might come out when you search your own nick name?

i google PuteraBemi.... and these were come out...

1. my youtube channel. wth? da la ade 2 3 junk vid je

2. my gamespot account. again... wth? this was when im in matric. i love diablo game back then. hehe. waiting for diablo 3.

3. yahoo profile. where this come from?

4. mychatz.org. hmmm... this was quite recent. saje nak maen quiz kt mirc

5. infomaya.com well... this is my darkside. haha.

ok... now where is my blog?

let try pailnail then..

1. what the hell? google recommend pail nail?. ok2 let skip the recommendation

1. merchantcircle... never been there.

2. enchantedlearning. haha. child books

3. alibaba.com another online shop site

4. barrheadnews.com? apakah?

5. made-in-jiangsu.com? another merchant site

6. at last... my blog site. http://pailnail.blogspot.com

see.... my blog wasn't the famous site after all. haha.

yes2. we blogger, write blog so people will read it, but when people read our blog, we hope that we wasn't that famous. haha.

tingtong sebentar...

this will be another rubbish post...

let start with this picture...

true eh?

another pix....

good one here..

but my fav is always this pix

why so serious~

always remember how joker (Heath Ledger) say it.

BANGANG

arini aku rase aku sangat bangang.

b4 pape, klo korang yg salu follow aku pny blog ni, mgkn korang aku terkejut kerana post ni akan jumpe banyak sangat perkataan vulgar.. yes. vulgar word. arini aku nk mengamok. mengamok kat diri aku. jd klo korang ni berhati lembut, jangan bace post ni.

korang masih membace post ni? read at your own risk. what next is very2 vulgar and obnoxius. i don't want any of my friend to read this. i just want to write. i dont want people to read, but yet i write it. i don't know why.

so for those who read this, please forget what had i wrote, and please forgive me for my rudeness...

BANGANG

SELFISH

STUPID SELFISH

STUPID SELFISH YANG BANGANG

aku memang selfish, yg stupid lagi bangang.

sbb pe bangang? sebab aku ni buta.

buta sbb xnampak kesalahan sendiri.

dala selfish, da tu xnmpk plak sendiri buat salah

obviously salah, tp still xnmpk

BANGANG

da la buat orang tension, lagi xperasan.

ramai da orang benci kat aku

but still aku xbuat pape ntuk perbaiki keadaan

BANGANG

STUPID

SELFISH

STUPID SELFISH YANG BANGANG

aku harap pasni aku akan berubah

perubahan yang positif

to be better man

to be better people

to be better muslim

to be better brother

to be better son

to be better friend

to be a better man~

no more stupid selfish yang bangang.

think before you do ok.

actually, bemi x brani pn bace post bemi ni blk. huhu. bemi ni takut. takut dengan mase lampau bemi. banyak da bemi buat silap. bemi takut bemi akan jadi malu sebab kesalahan lame bemi. bemi takut bemi jadi pasif sebab kesalahan bemi dulu. bemi takut bemi dhantui kesalahan lama, then bemi x berkembang.

tp bemi salah... sejarah sepatutnya mengajar kita. sejarah la yg akan menyebabkan kita berkembang. bemi... u need to learn to accept what you have done before. please read back you old post, and reflect back what have u done... do you remember what have u done? do u think u will not repeat your old fault? please bemi, u got lot to learn....